I'm tired. So, so tired. I don't know how single parents do this every day, for years.
I'm tired of cleaning the kitchen/bathrooms/living room/bedrooms, vacuuming up dog hair, dusting off dog hair, doing the laundry, walking the dog, cleaning the dog, playing pretend with my daughter, doing the yard work I can, dealing with the car, dealing with a toddler who throws tantrums like I've never seen before, trying to potty train, trying to find time to exercise, figure out breakfast/lunch/dinner every day, buy groceries for above meals, find Lucy a school, showing a strong face for my daughter, grow a baby and maintain my own health/sanity. It doesn't sound like a lot, but when you have to cram the hard stuff (like cleaning & grocery shopping) in when your toddler needs a nap, it gets overwhelming. The worst part is, I could still have six months of this.
Today is just not a good day.....
